annoyed.

i just want some lovin'. haha i want some attention! dont mean to be needy or anything. but i wish you didnt fall asleep on me all the time. cause of school and all we dont talk as much anymore. poo.

my way.

today was claremont's "festival of champions" high school dance competition.

pretty exciting to find out what was developing for the day in the morning. even though it started a little bit too early for me.... -_____- hahah jk. well not really, but its okay. overall the competition was okay. westco all male did alright for small and the two coeds. large, i was really depending on. they killed it. messy, but killed it. i see a lot of potential in it. excited for them for the year. goodjob today guys. but that wasnt the main reason i am blogging here.


so there are certain things i found out today about certain "friends" i had. so i dont intend to add fuel to this "fire" that's going on. but im here to speak MY mind and MY side of the situation. okay so there was this whole drama about certain people going to this claremont event and a drama about certain people who DIDNT go to this event. so i was referred to by someone in a text as a "friend". so hmm. is that supposed to be a slap in the face? i thought you were my "friend" too but hey if you want to say that stuff. fine by me. be fake if youd like. i just thought better of you. and then you bash on me because other people dont like and trust me? you should know better if you actually know me better than them. you somewhat know me. you KNOW im not like what other people think i am. and back to the "others", i understand where youre coming from with the protective aspect. but dont judge me and think im a bad guy and not trustworthy, because i'm me. college student? im not like the rest. you all have seen me around for about a year now. and i really dont think ive shown signs of not being trustworthy. really. you guys DONT know me and i dont recall ever actually getting a chance to let me introduce and show who and what kind of person i really am.

and i think it kind of sucks because were all connected through CHURCH and all. haaah!

Matthew 7:1-2
"1Do not judge, or you too will be judged. 2For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."

idk what else to say man. i had so much more to say but i've cooled down. aha, besides i bet none of you would care to read this anyways. so what's the point?

exhausted.

yesterday, i woke up at 5am for winter celebration... -___- toooo damn early for the day to begin id have to say. hahah was posted at the 'staff parking lot' with rambo and two other all malers. wasnt as bad of a job as i thought it would be. then since every other parking lot was full we were allowed to let people in the staff parking and we all kinda just..bounced and did other things. hahaha. this was at like 11. when my shift really ended at 3. signed out at 3 but chilled at the competition with kevin, kat, pauline, anna, and other various people that were there. pretty fun, was in a bad mood due to certain events that i shall leave unsaid. but yeaah. what made my night was emanon and undeclared. 3 year old black little boy with an afro dancing sick. busting headspins. :D then after the competition was over busted the drill down and got far! :D but got eliminated :[ s'all good though. proud of it. had to wait 2 hours alone waiting for ddt/am to finish cleaning and got home at 12. -______- 20 hours at the high school. FML. haha slept and then church in the morning.

carls jr for breakfast :] church. me and mae's seats got jackeddd sooooo...we just sat in the narthex and what not. haha chilled then service was over and more chillen. and otw to rosewood's youth sunday. went with adrian, ivy, and liana. got to rosewood not feeling to great and kind of bothered. haha but it's all good. everything was fine. hung out with mae and jason most of the time. afterrr me, mae, ivy, adrian, pj, liana, daryl, kuya joey, and raven. got pinks! long line playing "would you rather" but i guess "you must choose" hahah. pretty good weiners if you ask me ;] hahaha! but yeah. had a good car ride home :] hung out at church for awhile then bizzounced home. im so exhausted right now. and remembered i have school tomorrow. -_____- but hope you enjoyed the blog. pictures coming soon.

hmmmm

so i have a friday class. its not the biz. i hate the feeling of being so warm and comfortable then having to wake up to drink to school. boozhi. yesterday i made cassava cake! i was so proud, it just took tooo darn long. last night was liturgical piece rehearsal for msgmvnt's performance tonight at the Haiti benefit show. brought the cassava cake for them and julian devoured like 1/3 of the cake himself ahaha. nice. but anyways. i feel like making it again but at the moment im too lazy and laying on the bed. back to last night. had fun with them. mae had a little photoshoot with my laptop. s'all dandy.

today had class. and yeah. the end. ill update later. nap time maybe til i pick up mae and pj? :]

welcome back.

well it has been way too long since i have blogged. hahah well, i think ill make this one short and my future blogs will be more interesting when im not so tired. but today was the 3rd day back at school. late to my first class again because of no parking permit. eh who cares. i got 3 vanilla bean petite scones and a grande white chocolate mocha! :D history i actually paid attention in. hahah crazy german, beer loving professor. dance class was boring and tedious. although i did see naked black people dancing in a video she showed. random! went to flamebroiler and kevbeezys to play some 2k10. coldstones. more 2k10 ps3 style at my house and thennn took him home. just a chill relaxed day. but anyways. more to come in the future! keep me in check on updating this if you care yes? okay bye!

eh.

so today was a pretty good day to start with. ended very painfully though. hahah wanna hear about it? SURE.

alright wake up call at around 7am then text for a bit till i knocked back out.
woke back up at 10 and then chilled in bed. found out i have a hurt head from the day before. lots of pain the day before. haha youll see pictures later. haha but anyways i didnt get out of bed til 11 to go make my brunch since i had work an hour later. i made some sweet fried rice and eggs and hotdogs. :] bomb. then traveled to work. worked with moy. pretty chill day. i like working in the day time more, people are way nicer. talked about nba with moy. made fun of this lady. HAHA!sorry its mean but dengg. okay so at about 3 o clock, mae, pj, and ivy came in! :] i love people who visit me! got hooked UP :] hahah then kathleen, kawaguchi, and katrina came in! then it got busy. :[ couldnt pay attention to my friends. poo. then more people came! like randall, vince, elmer, and ken! sorry if i missed anyone. (as if anyone reads this.) ahah! so yeah worked! while all that happened, moy peaced out and melanie came in. and for awhile i started talking to the apolinarios. :] then they left and i worked some more. yada yada. left at 5. went to the high school and watched the team do some folkloric o (sp?) hahah. after we played some ball and thats where it happened. i tripped over julian depano and in the process of falling, i braced myself by hugging myself. fell and scraped my knee and arm pretty bad and hurt my wrist again and now it hurts to move it at all. once again more pictures in a bit. laid on the floor for awhile and yeah. went home and took a shower and it stung like a beezy. ate some dinner then my mommy patched me up. and yeah here i am typing this blog. hahah hope you enjoyed.


bruise from landing on the stage in church



bruise from the fall today


cut on arm from fall today


theres more but i dont wanna post them. :P

thank you for reading.

what a day

guess whos back with a blog! ahahaaha

okay soo...today i had a staff meeting. and i set my alarm at 8:30 so i can be at work by 9. yeah i guess i didnt realize i turned off my alarm. so the next thing i know...when i wake up, its 8:58!!! and im like ohhhh shooot. so i just get up and bizzounce. yada yada. meeting stuff and then i get a doughnut and go home to get ready for the competition at glen a. wilson high schoool.

when i get homee i make a couple of phone calls. :] mean phone calls i should say. kevin was supposed to go with me but he didnt answer. and andrew needed a ride so i picked andrew up and got to wilson through cedric's direction giving skills. hahah we get there when small pom is about to perform but we miss it since we have no wristbands yet. then john gets us our wristbands and then we just ball up for awhile. had an alumni/coaches vs all male bball game. pretty fun. then a semi foreal game. watched some performance. then played horse (pig) haha and more performances and such. more shooting around. more performances. jam session with kevin, kenneth, phillip, and rj. thennnn drill down. deng...did pretty alright there. hahaha. then awards happen. big ups to all of wesco's routines. did dopeee! all male...you guys got this. DQ or not, you kill it regardless.

anywayss after that everyone planned to go to in n out. but first i needed to drop kenneth off at home. so i had kevin kenneth andrew and jamie in my car. after we dropped off kenneth we transferred to kevin's car so he can drive to in n out. our plan was me and kevin to get some chipotle and eat it at in n out since kevin gave up fast food. but after we dropped andrew and jamie...and got to chipotle...yeah we werent on time. it was closed. so to back it up a bit. i mention krua thai while were on the way to in n out. so me and kevin decide to go to krua thai and we order: cha po, pad see ew, and fried rice. our goal was to finish it. and these pictures should tell the story.











hahaha yeaaaah! as you can see. mission accomplished. :] hahaha but surprisingly...I was the one who finished it! kevin backed out and made me finish the pad see ew and the ulam! ahahah had some nice conversations.. then yeah left a dollar tip. :X sorry were cheap. hahaha then he took me back to my car and then i came home! and now im here! :] yeaaah sorry my blogs arent as interesting as you would expect but yeah. its all good! thanks for reading!
have a good day. :]